despite there being nothing much in my brain.

i decoupaged a kleenex box today. then i read and napped for awhile. then i put depilatory on my upper lip and plucked my eyebrows. whenever the towels in the dryer are finally dry, i’m going to take a bath and wash my hair.

i feel preoccupied but i don’t know what with.

i don’t like the way i look today. i don’t hate it, i’m just not that into it.

think i’m gonna trim my pubes now.

i’m hot and sweaty but i can’t shed a layer because i just discovered i have some BO going on and the sweatshirt is serving as my armpit filter and buffer zone.

it’s “management team” meeting. it wouldn’t be so bad if our executive director wasn’t such a fuckwit. if she continues as the director (and i hope she won’t because she’s fucking up), i’m not in great shape as far as office politics is concerned. but fuck office politics. i’m damn good at my job and i plan to outlast her anyway.

👭 the emoji i’m using for bullets is two women holding hands in celebration of same sex marriage being legalized in minnesota yesterday.
👭 my office is cold so i’m wearing a sweater from the donated clothes. it’s actually very cozy and i may just keep it.
👭 i’m working on sending my staff home for personal time off because they’re all super stressed. i just sent someone home so i’m here alone.
👭 now i’m going to have to write all the case notes myself.
👭 my hands are super dry. my mom gave me some hand cream called “rich girl” and i’m going to use it in a minute.
👭 i smoked way too much yesterday and i coughed a lot this morning. smoking is so gross but i still really, REALLY enjoy it. like, a lot.
👭 i’m going to have coffee with a friend again today after work. part of trying to have more balance in my life (less emphasis on work) is doing more social stuff and more recovery stuff. so far, it’s working well.