we have a client who just lights up when dogs are here, so we try to bring in our dogs once a week or so. today i’ve got rufus at work. he really just wants to stay near me, so not spending a lot of time with the client. 
also, haven’t gotten jack shit done so far and probably won’t, which sucks because i’m really behind, but is awesome, because, hey, no work!

we have a client who just lights up when dogs are here, so we try to bring in our dogs once a week or so. today i’ve got rufus at work. he really just wants to stay near me, so not spending a lot of time with the client.
also, haven’t gotten jack shit done so far and probably won’t, which sucks because i’m really behind, but is awesome, because, hey, no work!

gpoyw 

i have been at work for a couple of hours and just finished my morning routine. i’ve got two hours left before i have to go to a meeting and probably four hours of work that needed to finished last week. plus my back is really fucked up and painful from my little fender bender yesterday. but i’m in a surprisingly good mood despite all of that, so whatever.

gpoyw

i have been at work for a couple of hours and just finished my morning routine. i’ve got two hours left before i have to go to a meeting and probably four hours of work that needed to finished last week. plus my back is really fucked up and painful from my little fender bender yesterday. but i’m in a surprisingly good mood despite all of that, so whatever.

BAD FUCKING DAY

i hit a fucking car on the way to work. fender bender, but a claim needs to be reported. this is my fourth this year. i had to sit in the car and cry for a few minutes before i could come in. and now the fucked up place in my back is all flared up again. 

then i knocked over my mug of tea and spilled hot water all the fuck over my desk and like 314 papers on it. 

and i’ve got nothing done but my emails and reporting the accident to my insurance company, and in meetings for most of the rest of the day. 

fuck. my. life.

BAD FUCKING DAY

i hit a fucking car on the way to work. fender bender, but a claim needs to be reported. this is my fourth this year. i had to sit in the car and cry for a few minutes before i could come in. and now the fucked up place in my back is all flared up again.

then i knocked over my mug of tea and spilled hot water all the fuck over my desk and like 314 papers on it.

and i’ve got nothing done but my emails and reporting the accident to my insurance company, and in meetings for most of the rest of the day.

fuck. my. life.

mugshot monday. it’s not in a mug, but here is what i’m drinking. i got my iPad (mini) out to fuck around on the internet so as to save the battery on the precious. I took pictures of myself mainly because i was using the camera for a mirror to check my minimal makeup. i went with mascara and lipstick rather than the full complement. looks fine is what i decided. i’m at this training and i’m the first and thus far the only person here. check-in started 15 minutes ago and the workshop is supposed to start in 15 minutes. i hope this is good. it’s “how to supervise staff in the residential program.” that’s exactly what i do, soooo, i figured, relevant. i have been limiting my soda intake to a couple a week, but just bought a case of diet snapple, and i wonder if i should count that as in the same category as soda. one thing that you learn after a few workshops/seminars/trainings is to dress in layers. they’re always in hotel conference rooms and generally too cold or too hot. usually for me it’s too cold. so we’ve got an hour for lunch and we are right near the mall of america, so guess where i’m going to lunch. yep, you know me— sephora! i need a lipstick the color of this nail polish. i love it for fall.

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mugshot monday. it’s not in a mug, but here is what i’m drinking. i got my iPad (mini) out to fuck around on the internet so as to save the battery on the precious. I took pictures of myself mainly because i was using the camera for a mirror to check my minimal makeup. i went with mascara and lipstick rather than the full complement. looks fine is what i decided. i’m at this training and i’m the first and thus far the only person here. check-in started 15 minutes ago and the workshop is supposed to start in 15 minutes. i hope this is good. it’s “how to supervise staff in the residential program.” that’s exactly what i do, soooo, i figured, relevant. i have been limiting my soda intake to a couple a week, but just bought a case of diet snapple, and i wonder if i should count that as in the same category as soda. one thing that you learn after a few workshops/seminars/trainings is to dress in layers. they’re always in hotel conference rooms and generally too cold or too hot. usually for me it’s too cold. so we’ve got an hour for lunch and we are right near the mall of america, so guess where i’m going to lunch. yep, you know me— sephora! i need a lipstick the color of this nail polish. i love it for fall.

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i got up earlier than usual so i could shower before work, but i really don’t feel like it, so i’m just lying on the couch tumblng. i’m going to a training (supervising staff in residential programs) all day today, so it doesn’t matter much if i look like a schlub. i probably won’t wear makeup, either. 

i actually really do need a shower— it’s beyond time— but i’ll slap on some deodorant and and a little perfume and call it good. then i’ll shower tonight after yoga. really, i will.

i got up earlier than usual so i could shower before work, but i really don’t feel like it, so i’m just lying on the couch tumblng. i’m going to a training (supervising staff in residential programs) all day today, so it doesn’t matter much if i look like a schlub. i probably won’t wear makeup, either.

i actually really do need a shower— it’s beyond time— but i’ll slap on some deodorant and and a little perfume and call it good. then i’ll shower tonight after yoga. really, i will.

sunday seven

1. my mom was visiting over the weekend. it was wonderful, truly. we had some difficult but meaningful conversations and i only got sulky for a few minutes.

2. i got new glasses this past week. they are bifocals. well, progressive lenses, but whatever i call them it means i’m getting old. kind of looking forward to it, actually.

3. my purse is huge and filled with nonessentials, but i can generally find anything in it immediately. except keys and phone.

4. my dog has lost about 6 pounds of muscle mass in the past six months due to his degenerative myelopathy. he’s fading.

5. my house is clean, well, the downstairs is clean, and i really, really, REALLY want to keep it this way. it feels so much better.

6. i did laundry today and actually folded some of it. one day soon i’ll make it to the closet.

7. i’m going through a difficult time. you know, personal growth shit. a big surrender is coming, but right now i am scrabbling grasping holding tight to some old ideas that no longer serve me.

haven’t shown my face around here in a while. just popping in to say hello. my mom visited this weekend. i think it was really, really good for me. she always has the best advice. i think she’s probably my most trusted adviser, actually. so maybe i’ll come back later for a sunday seven. see ya.

haven’t shown my face around here in a while. just popping in to say hello. my mom visited this weekend. i think it was really, really good for me. she always has the best advice. i think she’s probably my most trusted adviser, actually. so maybe i’ll come back later for a sunday seven. see ya.